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Alright, where to begin...ok, well this weekend has been crazy! Ok, so auditions in "Dallas", really Irving, were held today and we went at 4 in the morning. My step-cousin ended up not coming, that bitch! Anyways, this isn't about her of course, it's about moi! There were so many people there that could sing. It was really, really amazing how great some of these people were and for some of these great singers to not make it was just sad. I know 100% that I'm not a good singer. If I could get one wish I think that would be to become just an okay singer. I wouln't care if I couldn't pursure a career, I just would like to be able to sing. There's always YouTube, haha. So anyways, it took forever and a day to finally get my audition and what do you know, I made it :) Out of the four that were with me, one being my cousin, I was the only one who made it. I can't wait to meet the judges in September. I know, I had no idea how difficult it was to go through the process. Anyways, we were at the stadium for like ten hours. It was freaking crazy and living in Texas...it was fucking hot! Hot like a fucking bitch. Sorry for all the cursing but words cannot express how hot and uncomfortable it was in the stadium. From what my family told me after watching the news, only 400 out of the 15,000 that auditioned are going to be able to perform for Randy, Simon, and Paula. OMG, Simon is going to make me freaking cry :( I know I'm not gonna get pass that round but I don't give a crap. I'm gonna get what I wanted. So anyways, that's all I have to say right now. Oh, and if you ever try to audition for idol, take my advice. Sing bad! If you sing bad you have more a chance of makingit to the next round. There weren't many bad singers. Out of all those people, probably like, I don't know, a few were bad and these (myself included) are the ones that they want for TV. Sing bad for the producters and then get pass them and then sing well for the judges. Easy as that. So anyways, I'm gonna go and yeah, I will talk to you all later.